what even is self-love?

A few years ago when someone shared with me the concept of self-love, I felt… kind of weird about it. The idea of being so soft towards myself felt insulting, wrong, and.. even a little beneath me. This is because I felt it was better to be the kind of person who can be strongContinue reading “what even is self-love?”

to be patient🌸

Ahh here we go again, another month trying to maintain a writing streak last minute!! Last thing I learned… last thing I learned… was that practicing patience while placing your faith in Allah is great at helping the dust settle for you to be able to better understand emotionally charged situations. It really helps youContinue reading “to be patient🌸”

say what you will (poem)

when the moon emerged from behind the clouds the poets praised its gentle beauty so the moon became full and shined brightly only to get called the harbinger of insanity then the moon disappeared into the dark so the sailors lost their way in sea when the moon came back in sight some people searchedContinue reading “say what you will (poem)”

to be kind anyway

This past year re-taught me a lot of life lessons in a new light. One of them was to ignore the advice of “matching someone’s energy”. This advice is only effective when people care enough about their personal integrity and constantly enjoy becoming and doing better. But if this advice is followed in dealing withContinue reading “to be kind anyway”

the mystery of us (poem)

and life is a strange one we get betrayed by our closest whose hearts we we hold to our chests then we harden our hearts with walls and point the devil within the world the accusing finger points at everyone, push away those who never hurt us . isn’t it curious? what life makes usContinue reading “the mystery of us (poem)”

going back to go forward

When I was younger I thought that when you grow up you learn more about the world, yourself, and people, and find more confidence in the process. But I realized that a big part is going through a sometimes unpleasant phase of studying different factors of your past life that greatly affect how you dealContinue reading “going back to go forward”

to write or not to write | quick writing reflection pt. 5

The end of September brings another midnight where I sit down to write something and maintain my monthly writing streak. This time the question in mind is whether to keep writing or not. When I started writing, it was a period of a lot of change in my life. I had tons of questions thatContinue reading “to write or not to write | quick writing reflection pt. 5”

a letter to my 17-year-old self (part 1)

dear 17-year-old me, At this moment you’re probably busy studying for exams and preparing to head to university, wondering if you’ll get in, how the future will play out for you, and if you could be doing more. I wish I could tell you to relax and take it easy but truthfully, working hard atContinue reading “a letter to my 17-year-old self (part 1)”

growing older ≠ becoming wiser

One interesting thing that I didn’t anticipate about growing up was that along with accumulating new life lessons, we can actually lose some of the maturity and wisdom that we have when we are younger. Growing up, I thought that becoming older means becoming wiser, but I discovered that it’s not completely true. It’s possibleContinue reading “growing older ≠ becoming wiser”

midnight (short poem)

the clock strikes midnightsilence on the outside, the world stands stilla whirlwind inside, racing thoughts take flight “let’s grab my hand and runa visit down memory lane whenthe story of life had just begun times marred by fewer mistakesreplay it all till you can’t fall asleep thenfail to recreate the old times, no retakes backContinue reading “midnight (short poem)”